In Repose

Sitting here in my den, reclining in one of my overstuffed chairs, watching one of my favorite movies whilst pondering the last few months and weeks. I'm at the scene in the movie, Notting Hill, where Julia Robert's character says " Remember, I'm still just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her." And this is where I was, looking over at Micki several months ago. And love her I do. To hell with the naysayers, the doubters, the bastards who want nothing more than to put others' marriages down. They are undoubtedly the ones who haven't a clue what marriage is truly about. That it not about eating wedding cake every night. It is about ups and downs and joy and pain and birth and death and friends and enemies and love and hate. It is about everything. It may even be about typhoons and poetry and Scotch Tape. But at the end of the day my marriage is about Micki and Me. Even if I've been a daft prick.